So how do you feel when something you should have started over two weeks ago hasn’t started yet? Not only that but may not actually begin till the middle of May?
Lost? Confused? Anxious? All three and more? You bet. And it isn’t just affecting me but my nearest and dearest too. You may be able to sympathise with my dilemma.
During this lapsed period, it has affected me the most. The indecision is killing me, affecting my attitude and behaviour.
Ya know, a song that sums up my feelings would be “Should I Stay or Should I Go” by The Clash. Great risk and pressure would be on my family as it is not the best of times at the moment but do I remain unhappy till something better comes around?
During this time I need my family more than ever and I am blessed with such a loving partner, she keeps me sane even when I’d rather I wasn’t and my boys, they give me reason to fight so that I teach them to persevere in the face of adversity and those who would see me fall, to set the example of how they should behave not just as boys soon to be men but as human beings.
Hard thoughts have crossed my mind before in the past, words said and written in fear and anger but such is life, it was never meant to be simple was it? We play the hand we’re dealt with and just remember, even a lone high card can win the pot…